I didn't get a job there by chance. I was working at another hospital in the area and had a horrible night at work and had several problems throughout the evening. The following morning, when the day shift came to replace us, a doctor came in and was unpleasant to the night staff; he berated each of us for everything that had gone wrong in his life. They were the most embarrassing and humiliating experiences I have ever taken part in or witnessed. That morning I was walking to my car, crying and probably as angry as I can remember ever being. I knew there was more to his anger than what he had come and accused us of. I sat in the car for several minutes and began to pray to God for this man, his character, and his patients. I never prayed for myself, I asked God for guidance for my future. I needed to be shown where I needed to start over and have a fresh start. I found my way to the Cancer Treatment Centers of America (CTCA). I have been a stakeholder there for the past eight years and I completely agree with the organization's policies and commitment to me as a stakeholder, student and community member. That said, that doesn't mean I agree with everything that happens there. Although, by following this program, I now understand more than I ever understood before. Us